You are so very welcome. Please know that God sees your grief and suffering, and also know that it is times like these that He leans in closer. As God looks at peoples hearts to determine their true character, from what you have said, Peter is in heaven without a doubt. The opposition always attacks people when they are down and give a distorted vision to cause more pain, and I firmly believe that Peter is in heaven watching you.. He will be at peace and watching you, also, he will not want you to grieve over him as you have been doing for so long. I know intense grief and how it affects us, and we each have different ways in which to cope. Please try and look forward to the future knowing that he is happy and in a beautiful place, in a beautiful state of mind. He is home. I have said a few prayers for you, and if you want to pray for Peter, I have some important information for you regarding prayers. Those who have unwavering faith that they will receive what they ask for, often experience answered prayers. Those who seek blessings with pure motives, rather than for selfish gain, are more likely to have their prayers fulfilled. As there are no magic wands to give a person relief from grief, know that you have so many good and wonderful memories of the time you spent together, so recall everything you can, because smiles often wait for tears to subside. I wish you everything good in your life with peace of mind. You still have to look after yourself and the only way is forward. I will pray for you again and ask the Father to deliver your prayers. I give you my heartfelt best wishes. Take care. God bless.

Firstly, I offer my tenderest sympathy for your loss and resultant difficulties. I sincerely believe that what you see is not a true depiction of your partner and the experiences you were shown. It is well known that the great deceiver can use anything at his disposal to upset people for his own enjoyment. Logically speaking, why would your loving partner even contemplate doing this to upset you? He wouldn't. I sincerely hope you find peace in your life, knowing that he is in God's Loving, gentle and capable hands.

I sincerely hope that you find your inner peace and silence to help you cope with our fast and ever evolving, and as you say, crazy lives

Adam, everything I post on here you are welcome to do with as you wish. If it helps even someone one iota then it has achieved its aim. Thanks for asking though.

Hello Fernanda, As someone who has dealt with life and all of it's experiences, some beautiful, many full of grief and some experiencing the horror of terrorism and man's inhumanity to man, I wish to offer a few things that helped me greatly, not only to acknowledge what had occurred, but to move forward with intent. I understand totally what you are trying to achieve in an ordered way and I hope that you succeed in your ventures. However, I get the distinct impression that you are 'too wound up inside' which is human nature. My advice would be at times to simply let go and be still, even for a few minutes and try to find your inner child and do silly things. Also, I would proffer that while you are 'snowed under' with work, laugh, laugh again and again. Laughter is good for boosting endorphins and can help reduce stress. If your work doesn't get done the world will keep on turning , laugh, so take some time out and enjoy the being that you are. Believe me when I say that your health is just about the most important thing we have and you owe it to yourself to be in the best condition you can possibly be to achieve your multiple aims. Good luck.

Hello everyone, my name is Ron or Ronnie but I can sometimes be called Ronald on a Sunday by my wife to wind me up. I met my wife 6 times over 9 months before we married 48 years ago. I have 3 adult children 2 males 44 and 46 and a daughter 42 which led to 5 grandchildren which is the greatest excuse to never grow up and act responsibly. I read voraciously, I have been doing crosswords since the age of 10 since my dad sat me on his knee and explained the details. I have always had a penchant for art and have completed various coats of arms. Heraldry can be deemed 'potted history'. I also like to make walking sticks and compose poetry. Spiritually speaking. I have been seeking answers for 56 years which was due to a great loss of a loved one. The journey, albeit long, has been amazing and so many things have been shown to me in various ways and means. I have been taken to different planets and dimensions, visited by light beings and experienced the loving presence of God, Archangels and my dear guardian angel. Throughout, my previous beliefs and conceptions have undergone a huge paradigm shift. People often state their beliefs as I was wont to do, however, since my experiences I will state what I know which is, God definitely exists and His touch can lead to bliss, Angels exist and their presence can be felt, we are not alone in this universe, we are so spiritually powerful and so very loved by the most powerful of beings. There is an afterlife and loved ones who have passed can use differing ways to communicate, they have an aptitude to manipulate electricity. My experiences will be added to in due course and I will be more than happy to answer any questions. We are all the same and there is no such thing as a stupid question in the pursuit of knowledge.

By all means Adam.

Thanks for responding Adam. They are helpful and have given me the impetus to delve a little more into Solfeggio frequencies and its effects on the body. One evening I was stood on the landing and my daughter said she saw energy in the triangle area between my legs and the floor and she described it as small shimmering starlike movements. This was in the dark. I have read about Crowley and others regarding accruing energy through sexual means. I was wondering if energy is neutral and changes due to the needs of the practitioner. I certainly agree with intention being extremely important and belief must be paramount too. Sometimes after I have been in the presence of 'higher powers' and once my bodily vibration decreases from feelings of bliss, I breathe deeply a few times and my vibration increases albeit, only for a few seconds. I wonder if this is residual energy that could be 'stored' in ones auric energy field. Thanks again.

I have always loved this one by Isaac Newton, which, forever will prove true. I don't know what I will appear to the world, but to myself I seem only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

Kindness. It has many aspects and regardless what the media says, there is far greater good in the world than not.

You're most welcome Julia. There have been many instances of Angus and our other dog Harry, a Lhasa Apso, stop still at the same time and both look at a specific spot in a room. Sometimes their heads move in unison and they usually let out playful yaps rather than barks. The visits can be accompanied by lovely smells and we try and guess who the visitor is. I have another experience regarding an intense smell to which I will post in the near future. It will probably make you laugh.

Adam, the whole subject if spirituality is labyrinthine and, if this is allied to time and different worlds, it can become overwhelming for the mind to comprehend. As humans we are limited by density and the limitation of seeing so little of the visible light spectrum. As you are probably aware that time, as we know it, is purely a construct of humans which help us to have orderly lives. Imagine time as a sphere where one can touch and experience any time in history in an instant. It has oft been said that the past and future do not exist but, only the Eternal Now, as, we can only live in this very moment. Eckhart Tolle mentions and delves into this issue in his books. We are all multidimensional beings having an earth life. Certain practices can increase the production of DMT to heighten physical feelings. I will certainly think about my post and give further information.

Although I have never tried manifestation but having read plenty of books on the subject I wish to offer the following :- When you want something, always assume that you have it and let the 'universe' take care of the rest. Always when asking, mention if it is in accordance with your highest self/good. Don't fret and panic if what you seek doesn't appear or happen because this will negate the effects. The 'universe' will respond when it is ready. The 'universe' always responds to your thoughts in the affirmative so, if you think 'why aren't I rich but always poor', the status quo will remain. Trust that what you seek will be accomplished.

Buddhism being synonymous with peace.

I think that one of the best pieces of advice is helping children to have an open mind about spirituality and always giving them your time.

That would have been difficult to answer a few years ago but now, it is the feeling of God touching my left shoulder each evening at bed time and, sometimes, during the quiet of the day.